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this journal is meant to be a rant about something that's been quite an issue between me, bea and a few other people
if you intend to spread hate, please leave immediately  - this is nothing but my opinion!

thank you


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remember that journal i posted about someone being after me (and beabu actually) not a long while ago? 
so yeah they pretty much crossed the line now

i have to go back to the start though to explain a little of this whole thing

but before i go to the very begin i'll just show what beabu once sent them as a note:

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gemuu said the following:

I would really appreciate if you could read this all

before you think this is about drama, it's not
plus if you catch me visiting your page it's because i am trying to hide my comments because i really can't deal with anymore drama and nor do i want to take part in it anymore and i also think it would be best to hide all of uosu's comments too because i really don't want you two argueing anymore

I don't want to make myself sound like a victim nor do i want to make myself sound like this is all my fault and shit
and nor do i want to make you sound like both of those either
I don't think either of us are victims, your journal did start this and not because you are supporting i are tech but because you were encouraging him and you were requesting him to make a video about me, we all have different emotions and we feel differently about certain situations and if he was making a video about me and then annoying the shit out of me here on deviantart with his dumbass rape jokes then how do you think i would feel? You can't expect me to stay calm and just laugh it off because that isn't the kind of person i am, and i would end up panicking and shit and I'm pretty sure that's what you would want, but I don't really know
yes, my videos are shit, you did have a point there but encouraging him to make a video about me was pretty rude??? he'll make a video about me at some point anyways so.. 

but anyways i guess i should apologise for all this and i hope that we can just have peace between eachother, all i ask for is you to respect me and to quit making polls and journals addressed towards me, and then there will no longer be anymore shit storms

and another thing, i know what uosu said was pretty wrong but she was only imitating you, and I'm not saying that it was right for her to say that. and the other things weren't exactly addressed to you either because she was even telling me that 
but maybe you two should talk it out because uosu is really not able to cope with it anymore and she wants to end the drama properly and not just
"ok the drama is over bye" 
she thinks that you think that it's that easy but it's not, i think that if you speak to her calmly she'll also be calm and I'll persuade her to apologise because I'm sure she wants to do that


but yeah that's all, i hope that you can also agree with me and I hope we can both just be on good terms with eachother 
~ thank you




so let's analyze this one phrase before we read their answer


"I don't think either of us are victims, your journal did start this and not because you are supporting i are tech but because you were encouraging him and you were requesting him to make a video about me, we all have different emotions and we feel differently about certain situations and if he was making a video about me and then annoying the shit out of me here on deviantart with his dumbass rape jokes then how do you think i would feel?"

- all of this started because they posted a journal, talking about the I ARE TECH issue
the journal doesn't exist anymore because they - let me quote - "wanted to delete all the drama"

them:
"hiding all the drama because ;3
don't need that in my life no thank u"


actually, that's not true. they did not want to delete the drama at all, they wanted to delete evidence and unfortunately, before either beabu or me got to screenshot the journal, they already took it down (because why would they actually only delete this certain journal while their whole account turned into one huge drama pool)
i tried bringing it back via cacheview, but unfortunately (for their luck actually) cacheview does not work in this case, for some reason

all i could recall was this


someone:
"eh, im 50/50 because i don't like what he says but im not offended by it and if it was ever aimed ar me id just ignore it"

their reply:
"same

i mean i don't think he understands a lot of animators and things because all he ever does is bring up memes,, which is more practice than anything?? like he expects them to animate a full on story everytime they upload animations

but like with the uosu thing i think that he wasn't really in the wrong?? because she just complains about her problems alot without doing anything about them but sitting on the computer and complaining whoops

also pheobu/beabu doesn't even animate really rip it's just slideshows raebae style"



i admit that i do post quite a few of my problems online
but let me add a quick line to that

everything i post online is for a reason
either for someone certain to notice, or to let people know about a few issues that might have consequences on me being active over here (for example the time my mother lost her hearing on one ear and had to stay in hospital for several weeks, being diagnosed with brain cancer)

i have of course a ton of other problems in real life too
and those small things that happen in reallife, also stay in reallife since it has nothing to do with this (actually, if i think about it like that, pretty fucked up) online world  


however, let's continue

here's their reply:

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to gemuu
i already blocked you for a reason. Don't expect shit from me.

Blocking this account too because I'm done with this.

If you want to make fun of someone being molested, do it without me.

And don't spam my notes with it.
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(just to let you know - both their accounts are actually deactivated now so you won't find them, even if you will ever find out who this person actually is)

but back to the story - and at this point, i want to oficially admit that i was not quite innocent in this whole story as well 
i did say bad things, actually only one, but i apologized for what i said afterwards (even if i was actually addressing everything i said to myself, imitating their behaviour)
i know it wasn't right, especially since it sounded extremely ambiguous, but i already cleared and also admitted that myself talking to (a probable?) friend of theirs
beabu had nothing to do with that, and they literally dragged her into all of this as well

but even after i apologized and blocked/avoided them, they still did not apologize for what they did/said, they kept staying super subborn (i'm not waiting for an apology though plus wanting an apology from them like this sounds sorta kindergarten-like i know, but they honestly and better should have)


anyways, here's another comment of beabu on that certain deleted journal of theirs



Bea:
"can you please just leave me out of this
i always see you mentioning me every now and then and it is really getting on my nerves
like do you think i give a fuck if i are tech makes a dumbass video about me
[link]
[link]
[link]
mhm no movement at all, i see
i don't think you've seen all the other "animators out there who literally have slideshows for their videos
yet you only complain about me
can you find somebody else to hate on other than me because i thought you were finally done with me
do you even have any respect for other people
just because you despise me doesn't mean you need to fucking mention me everywhere and show your hatred for me"

their reply:
"i also dislike raebae and such so lmao

you are in fact not the only"



this is a comment bea posted on the journal and this person literally hates bea without any proper reason (as you see, no proper reason was mentioned)

and hating on her, only because bea can't animate like a fucking 20yr old professional art student, is literally no excuse to be all honest
bea spends time and a lot of effort on her animations
she hasn't got any proper animating software, but she still tries and her style is honestly one of the most amazing styles ive ever seen before

another thing i dont understand at this point is how this person said that "all her ever does is bring up memes,, which is more practice than anything?? like he expects them to animate a full on story everytime they upload animations" and all that bea "doesn't even animate really rip it's just slideshows raebae style"


but actually??? look?? at?????? this?????????????????????????????




where do you see actual slideshows (like pmv's) here??

where???!?!?
tbh i think this whole "omg all u do is fucken slideshowowoheewes!!!!!!!" -generation only uses that word as an excuse for hating on someone with no reason?? or actually doesn't even know what slideshows are because these, are actual memes and the last video was even more or less a fluid animation ? ??

bea still needs to practice yes (just like me of course, don't get me wrong) but her animations are definitely not slideshows
and if you look at her most recent video, you even see a huge amount of improvement
she only needs professional animation programs like flash or toonboom, that's the only thing that's still missing (and i think she also knows that hehh)

but all in all, i love her animations. i love how she improves and i love her.




but back to that other persons journal, the actual reason why bea (and i) commented on it (and basically where everything started)

they included this little phrase at the end (i can't really remember it literally but it went somewhat like this)


"but where is my "your channel sucks: pheabu" :( (Sad)"




and this was the exact point where i lost it you know
i pretty much got attacked by I ARE TECHs fans the most terrible way imaginable (fortunately, it's somewhat over now and i don't really want to bring that back. this is only essential information to the story) and not just me. he also did a video of other people i more or less have contact with, who then also got attacked by his aqggressive/abusive fans.
i know his mildly discriminating videos pretty much serve only for entertaining other people - but from experience, i can only say that his subscribers attacking me was terrible and indescribably hurtful
noone wants rape threats, death threats and "you suck, all you do is fucking slideshows. die please"'s spread all over their youtube-videos, channel descriptions, private messages and even deviations and nobody deserved that also
but this person, encouraged this to happen to bea

.. even if it was only "their opinion"

alright, this was part one of this whole thing

after having all of this "sort of" cleared, i even forgot about them completely and they posted this

Xs by nhyku
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this is not a comment so i'll leave this here



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S by nhyku


i thought so myself, this was the last time i checked their page MYSELF (after that, i only got linked to their journals/deviations)
that was march 3, and i was pretty much done with that whole issue





but after a few days i got linked to this
 
Fgh by nhyku
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(i can remember them having said something about me intentionally sending all of my subscribers to these people "just because i'm famous" but as you can see, they also changed that)

i also love how they "protected this persons video" by saying that animation takes a lot of effort and stuff but yet, they hate on bea for "not even animating really rip it's just slideshows raebae style" (you saw it, they weren't slideshows. bea put a lot of effort into her animations, probably even more than the displayed videos creator over here)


but let's continue

their comment on my journal after i posted a reaction to theirs (i hid the comment so people wouldn't get on them but now since it's deleted you won't be able t look it up either)


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okay im just gonna comment here to clear this up

the journal wasn't addressed towards you.
i blocked you, ect first
so i wouldn't put myself back in that situation 

sorry if you thought it was, but it wasn't

i was also extremely calm and polite about the whole thing

i didn't say anything rude the entire time, pretty much

but i guess you have your entire fanbase calling me bitches etc. 

so idk

also i linked the video

to which it was a adressed 

and to say that i was in your stream (Which i was wasn't) without evidence

i had to say smth after being linked this because it makes no sense at all

i was not adressing it to you, and actually

beabu visited my page like yesterday

so im the stalker when i haven't been visiting your page at all?

in fact, i was linked this and that's the only way i found out about it

also about the leave me alone thing

beabu messaged me like 6 times on her gemuu account

then when i blocked that account

came back on bea-adopts

as well as you coming on pompiu

i only came back her to clear my name and say that i didn't mention you in that journal, and was overall pretty nice about the person i was adressing it to (the people in the comments who are popping up now)

sorry if you thought i was, but i wasn't
sorry for the mix-up i guess?


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alright, let's analyze this here a little too
(the following part is a little outdated, plus the journal doesn't exist anymore but it's still important evidence)

the journal wasn't addressed towards you.
i blocked you, ect first
so i wouldn't put myself back in that situation 


- if you go back to the screenshot and read the text WITHOUT the red marked part
it literally looks like it was addressed to the video i just uploaded a few days ago

(let's analyze this also)

upload date of the video:
Df by nhyku

upload date of the journal:
Xcyv by nhyku


it was literally a reaction to my video

and the fact that they included the video AFTERWARDS sorry but,, proves this even more




i didn't say anything rude the entire time, pretty much

but i guess you have your entire fanbase calling me bitches etc. 

so idk


- i INTENTIONALLY did not put their name into the previous journal i posted about them, just to avoid people to get after them
i still censor their name to prevent any further hate - but if you guys would like to post your opinion about who's right and who isn't, i won't hold you back

also, they probably did not say anything rude in that journal



but they still had their previous journal of why all of this started


all of this didn't happen, if they actually weren't this stubborn and finally apologized in the end
but as you see in their reply to beabu, they didn't even think about that




i had to say smth after being linked this because it makes no sense at all

i was not adressing it to you, and actually

beabu visited my page like yesterday


- this whole paragraph just didn't make any sense at all




so im the stalker when i haven't been visiting your page at all?

in fact, i was linked this and that's the only way i found out about it


- to this line: i told them several times that i only found out about their (multiple!) accounts because people also linked me to them, they still kept calling me a stalker and even posted an entire journal of the definition "stalker"
this is what the journal said:

"stalk2
stôk/
verb
gerund or present participle: stalking
  1. 1.
    pursue or approach stealthily.
    "a cat stalking a bird"
    synonyms:creep up on, trailfollowshadow, track down, go after, be after,coursehuntMore
    • harass or persecute (someone) with unwanted and obsessive attention.

you are by definition stalking me."

but.. if it's that what they call "officially stalking" i can only turn that one back at them
that's also posted on another one of their accounts (which once again, also got linked to me) where they even UPDATED their whole community about this whole drama thing (so there we have it, the whole "i'll delete this journal to prevent further drama!" was only to delete actual evidence)

if yall want to take a quick look at it:

Ds by nhyku
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not a comment


... so i guess "if you see anything new just note them or smth"



anyways, this is aaall just drama side information (holy shit im spending too much time on this)

what actually "crossed the line" 
was this...........


C by nhyku

description
Sdfaa by nhyku

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before i include more, i just wanted you to know that i actually know they're only "imitating" me, not intending to steal my sona or BE me
i actually dont even know whats going on in their head to be honest ??? ? like why not continue this until a whole war breaks out, sure
but the whole thing seems just to go on and on like this (especially with this journal right here)
they tell me to also leave them alone, just like i tell them to leave me alone
yet they can't keep their fingers still for one second
it seems like they really need this drama

"THEY MAKE ME LA UGH S O HAR D"
oh.. just look at yourself
 

Cxv by nhyku
description
Aad by nhyku
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as you can see, this is a deviantion description, not a comment


so this should be bea i ,, guess then? 


ydf by nhyku
description
Sahsd by nhyku
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grande finale - beaxme













later on, on the same account they uploaded the following....
Af by nhyku
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a journal, not a comment



i'm surprised that after everything they have done, they still think that they're on the right run

yeah sure, most of you don't even know the "other half" to this
but let me add that they literally called me out a few other times, on different (!!) accounts, INCLUDING my name publicly
and their fans/friends literally did the same thing some of you did - post negative comments about me

but they uploaded those journals before i was even thinking about uploading one myself, needless to say that they even published my name while i posted my journal completely anonymous and i am also 99% sure that you STILL don't know who this person actually is
- while their watchers already know me by heart

so basically, just because i have a few more watchers who were able to comment on my journal, still doesn't mean that "i got my watchers after them", i did the right thing and did not mention any names, not like them
THEY were the one who actually reacted to that journal

i sure was defending myself from their journal as well, but because my name was displayed in it
they could have just completely ignored mine, but they didn't

and literally all i was doing in that journal was calling for help because i didn't know what to do about someone being after me this much
like not even blocking them held them back from getting after me/keep on bashing on me
what they did was literally calling me out publicly and indirectly sending their watchers after me (they didn't go after me though but they could have)
when people asked me for THEIR name, i refused to tell it, or didn't even answer them (i'm sorry for that ughh)



but if you think this was pretty much it, then oh you're wrong
this journal you are currently reading was first stashed, in case they will continue this whole thing
but after saving it and going back to my inbox i found a comment of them saying that they too want to end this drama
(i tried recalling the comment but they apparently hid it for some reason??)



Me:
"i already wanted to leave you alone a long time ago but well yeah things


i want you to delete everything first, since you posted some really dense stuff on your other account that just got sent to me .... while i only posted this and that other journal (and those comments of course but if you'll delete your deviations those will be gone too i guess)
if i won't find anything related to all this anymore i'll delete this and the other journal
... and any public comment i posted, related to this if i find one"



Their reply:
"I was the one that blocked you first, but ok,,
And I'm deactivating both accounts so it'll get deleted. I'm moving to a new one in case some of your fanbase tries to follow me :/
And thank you for deleting the stuff you posted once you do."





"i was the one that blocked you first"




............





...




okay








anyways
all of this could have eventually been over by now
but the best is yet to come

after i didn't feel that well lately and posted the "gone" journal since i really needed a small break
they commented on that journal with the following




them:
"the stuffs been taken down on my page so :0

waitin on you to do the same"



me:
"no what's this

[link]"

(those were the certain drawings of the oc's that should represent phoebe and blacky (let's just say how it is))


them:
"oh

gimmie a sec

:0

you can delete them now"


Me:
"[link] ??

I'll delete my stuff after you cleared this too"

(the link contained the bunch of callout journals they posted, publicly including my name (the screenshots and stuff))


Them:
"I cleared it :0"


Me:
"deleted mine as well."




it's pretty surprising how they just "didn't realize" that they posted even worse things on their other account and just straight out ignored the content on that one??
anyways
i really thought this was the end??? 
i was so happy for not having to deal with this whole stuff anymore since they really teared on my nerves a lot




....... but not even a single.... goddamn..... day went by and they just straight out c o n t i n u e d
look at this

Dfg by nhyku
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as you can see, no comments


let's just face the bitter truth... this is noone else than bea

but this screenshot is a cached one and i was FORTUNATELY able to bring it back because they changed the description
which makes it even more obvious that this was intended to be bea
let's search the differences! (winner gets a smooth kiss from me)

Asd by nhyku
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deviation description, no comments




but now, let's look at her "wife" !!







Sfg by nhyku
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no comments



why did i even think of expecting something else than this


anyways, these deviations got submitted one day ago
and they were "done with me" about a few weeks ago
but this brings up some questions ........


how did i find out about their new account? (which actually got deleted as well ??? ) 
i talked to bea


Fgj by nhyku

that's how


i got immediately pissed after i saw these deviations (especially the fact that one of them was called "BEAUB" and then got renamed to ""farie") 
so i did a thing,, and posted this comment on beas page 


comments.deviantart.com/4/3218…


(extreme exaggeration alert)
..just to see if they'll feel addressed

because honestly? if they didn't intend to create these deviations only to joke about bea and me
why would they feel addressed?


as expected, they sent me this note (actually these, since they sent me multiple notes):

Sdf by nhyku
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a note, not a comment

Yfdb by nhyku
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a note, not a comment


at this point i was actually surprised about how mature these notes were! respect for that
but why would someone repeat themselves with wanting all of this drama to be over?
i mean
if someone wanted something to be over, they would not do anything even RELATED to that?
or did i get something wrong here

anyways i'll just post my reply to these notes and their replies (i won't screenshot them since they are quite large)
feel free to just skip them since all in all they're just the same "no, you're it!" jabbering over and over

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uosu said the following:

yes it was about you because bea actually found it 
and even if it was secret 
I didn't have to do a lot of research to actually find it myself
(Btw I love how you still react to all of this.. which obviously proves that you just aren't done with this. I actually would be, but you just go on and on)


And your newest deviation about that certain character was obviously based off of bea 
And the description crossed the line once again

YOU were the one to continue this 
And I've slowly had enough of it

One more incident like this one and you'll see where all of this brought you


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***** said the following:

i thought ****** (she was talking to bea)
explained to you that
the oc's were made for my own self to laugh

on the new account though, i turned them into actual oc's
and made them into actual characters with actual personalities that I could still mess around with if my day wasn't going great

my friend helped me to make them look better, and still be a sort of "joke" oc I guess you could say?

All I wanted was for this to end

I even made actual art for the first one, because I wanted to make the -actual- characters

you say i don't want this to end, yet

you continue to comment about me

it's like how you wanted this to be done after the journal i made about ihatetech, and all that jazz

and then you got angry when i made a journal that had a topic that also you were having a problem with

i was in the wrong there, i should have done more research to see that you were making vids about it etc.

but now, i have done nothing and you continue to commentate about me

also where has all this brought me, what will you do?
i just want to know.

I haven't made anything about bea. it was a misunderstood deviation. I tried to remake the characters with the help of my friend, and I eventually changed the names because I knew it would rekindle drama.

I gave the grey one a personality, and my friend gave a personality to the second.

They're simply oc's that I use to make myself feel better, sort of like ventsonas I guess you could say??


(allow me to add something: they claim these sonas were only there so they can laugh at them, yet they don't dispute that they look super similar to mine and beas? all of this is nothing but harrassing ..but they still flip over my comments in which i never mentioned them not even once)

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uosu said the following:

we were done with this, I deleted everything
but you had literally nothing better to do than to continue 
like?? why not just leave me and bea alone and not even think of doing anything that's heavily "inspired" (actually meant to be me and bea) by our ocs??!?

you crossed the line
again


so yeah? you wanted this to be continued, so it will be continued. Just wait for it

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****** said the following:

okay, feel free to.
I noted you because I didn't want this to be a large public display like the other stuff was. 
Obviously, the oc's aren't like actual things that I use.
They're merely characters that I created to make myself laugh when I'm down
Like how you make vents when you are sad, correct?

Along with this, I'd like to say one thing.
You say that I bullied bea.
You are a 17 year old, in college? Or in highschool I dunno I don't know you personally.
You are saying these things about me, and I am 13.

Are you even a little ashamed?

Isn't what your doing considered bullying towards me?

You can upload whatever public things you'd like about me, feel free.
However, I will not.
Because I made the deal and whether you stick to it or not is your choice.



we didn't end this conversation after this
but this is enough to display what they were actually meaning

the thing is
that they could literally have chosen a n y other design
they could have simply just used even stickfigures with long and short hair

but they literally created rip-offs of mine and beas main characters

even if they were repeatedly saying, they wanted this to be a private thing
why did they post these deviations publicly then?
why didn't they leave these deviations on their computer?

why couldn't they just let everything be?


"Isn't what your doing considered bullying towards me?"


could anyone please explain to me where exactly t h e s e notes are even the slightest of bullying?













because "bullying" 




is this..........





Sdfa by nhyku
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all of these screenshots were deviation descriptions














anyways all of this has become a huge drama issue and i am pretty sure it'll be featured on drama sites as well ?? idk
but honestly? i don't care if it will get its attention, since as they said - it's pretty entertaining, isn't it
but i personally said/explained what i had to say here 
and now all of this is officially done for me
i'm not going to delete this journal and i'm not going to react to anything they do

since not just me, but bea is also just pretty done with all of this



so yeah that's actally pretty much it

if you have any further things to add to this of who's in the right and who isnt, please don't hesitate to add your honest opinion!
i want nice, and reasonable/valid comments - not comments that are full of hate towards the one, or the other side
if i find any of those i'll hide them.

thank you for taking your time to read this, have a nice day and enjoy the drama ,, i guess
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sIeepinqq Featured By Owner Mar 8, 2017
"You are saying these things about me, and I am 13.

Are you even a little ashamed?

Isn't what your doing considered bullying towards me?"

pulling the age card
i remember when she harassed me and my friends even though we are younger than her rip
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SurMiulivas Featured By Owner Jun 6, 2016
favoriting this so I can come back and realize how big of an asshole she is
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SurMiulivas Featured By Owner Jun 29, 2016
GOOD SHIT
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creatibe-froakie Featured By Owner Mar 19, 2016  Hobbyist Digital Artist
:0 .....
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peculiarjotaro7 Featured By Owner Mar 17, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
//sigh// The internet isn't really a safe place anymore. Cyberbullies are everywhere.
I will help you and bea to get all this resolved...it's just going to take some time.
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SurMiulivas Featured By Owner Mar 15, 2016
Tbh I know EXACTLY how you feel. Bea, has been harassing me. well, used to. Me and her haven't had a good past. I made mistakes I regret but she took it to far. she said I was fucking disgusting and asked me how I lived with myself. all because my OC has crystals in its fur. She has said many rude things to me and has told shit about me to my other friends. I'm not completely innocent either, but I apologized and never called her a name. The other person who made the other picture, I know him to. he hated me because I drew a picture similar to his? I apologized and asked for his forgiveness many times. he's not a bad person, but, he just, I guess doesn't like me. but I only hope the best for you and I'm very happy to know that they have messed with other people and theirs not something wrong with me. <3
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baerue Featured By Owner Mar 15, 2016  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Don't let them get into ur head....
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CraftyMaelyss Featured By Owner Edited Mar 15, 2016  Professional General Artist
Uh, I just looked up gemuu's profile and it says it's beabu's commission account? P:
gemuu.deviantart.com/ I just wanted to check this (sorry if I missed something
obvious, it's been an insanely full on day today -_-; )
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:iconnhyku:
nhyku Featured By Owner Mar 15, 2016  Student Digital Artist
yahh the notes got sent to beas commission account ;v;
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CraftyMaelyss Featured By Owner Mar 15, 2016  Professional General Artist
Okay :)
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biddyboo8 Featured By Owner Edited Mar 14, 2016  Hobbyist
Oh my freaking god. THis person is so fREAkING SALTY

I literally cried about you today. I hope all this bullspit ends soon.
Edit: I never, ever cry, and I had cried about you in public.
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Gingerbreadbirdy Featured By Owner Mar 14, 2016  Hobbyist
Props for staying strong.  Fingers crossed you won't lose too many years.
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aIicey Featured By Owner Mar 14, 2016   Digital Artist
if anything my videos are slideshows ayyyy lmao

but honestly
this person is acting EXTREMELY immature
them being 13 isn't an excuse

I obviously don't fully understand the situation but I do hope that this ends soon!! It's really dumb of them to pull Bea into the situation when she wasn't even a part of it?? Idk it was extremely childish

And the ocs they made
"I made them to make me laugh"
excuse me

no

That's not okay, I don't care if they're just characters, but it just doesn't make any sense to do??? It's dumb ugh

Hope you and Bea get through this soon!
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WhatTheFlup Featured By Owner Mar 14, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
People are so god damned thirsty to stir up shit, I swear. They need to just stop. 
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StickyBlazi Featured By Owner Mar 14, 2016  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Why is it that people always scream and cry when they see, ahem, "slideshows"? The videos are made for loyal subscribers and friends to watch, not for butthurt 12-year-olds to throw a tantrum over just because it isn't fucking Looney Toons. So what if it's not fully animated? It gives no reason to send I Are Tech's fans at them.
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Peachie5000 Featured By Owner Mar 14, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
This is honestly a verbal mosh pit where more people and issues keep trying to jump into the action.
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Tabby909 Featured By Owner Mar 14, 2016  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I would say you being done after you posted this is very mature and the right thing to do, from the evidence, it looks like you are the one in the right. if they post anything else just ignore it, because this person obviously enjoys annoying the shit out of you. Shit, it took me like 30 minutes to read this journal (I am a very slow reader XD lol) and I just couldn't believe how much this has advanced into what it is. seriously it got ridiculous fast with how this person acts.
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Tabby909 Featured By Owner Mar 14, 2016  Hobbyist Digital Artist
P.s. I watch Beabu on youtube and her animations and style is so unique I are tech is just an asshole who doesn't know how to keep his mouth shut. if he wants to make entertainment for people, try doing it in a manner that isn't harassing and completely uncalled for towards another person.
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xDarkThunder Featured By Owner Mar 15, 2016  Student General Artist
Yeah, like kinda what I Hate Everything does, that'd be more mature and rational probs
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Tabby909 Featured By Owner Mar 16, 2016  Hobbyist Digital Artist
havn't actually watch that guys videos lol
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xDarkThunder Featured By Owner Mar 16, 2016  Student General Artist
You should sometime. He criticizes people/things/trends with a rational approach, and he reasons with his fans and not just blindly stating something without research.
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tiger-nyatta Featured By Owner Mar 15, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
YES.
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xDarkThunder Featured By Owner Mar 15, 2016  Student General Artist
You watch IHE? XD
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tiger-nyatta Featured By Owner Mar 16, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
i do indeed

but he's constructively critisizing, not being abusive
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xDarkThunder Featured By Owner Mar 16, 2016  Student General Artist
Which is the main reason I like watching his videos
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lucky-em Featured By Owner Mar 14, 2016  Student Digital Artist
Jesus man. If they really wanted the drama to stop, then they shouldn't even mention or make fun of you or beabu. This person obviously planned this to make you and beabu look like the bad guy when you're not and to make it look like you guys are drama starters when you guys are not.

I know you guys are not horrible people looking for attention. It's ok to let your feelings out through journals or artwork (I do it sometimes because it helps me feel a bit better about whatever's bugging me). You two seem like really really nice people and I've been following your pages for about almost a year I remember? And I truly understand where you guys are coming from with your feelings.

Also, I don't really care if videos look like slideshows/animations from anyone like Rae or beabu. Because I truly do understand that they may not be able to afford a good animation program just yet (Because I can't even afford one either and I try to make the best of it. And I don't even try at all sometimes). But I love the art style they have and I love seeing them practice/progress on their pages! Even your page and you have some of the best animations I've ever seen on YouTube and some of the best artwork! It's ok to practice with memes. Because it helps us get much better at what we love doing.

I hope this drama ends soon so we can all move on. We all love both you and beabu. Be strong for us and each other because we care about you! <3
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Miimosa Featured By Owner Mar 14, 2016  Student Digital Artist
I hope one day jesus will smack u both with cheese and ull both understand u gotta stop
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firefoxanimation Featured By Owner Mar 14, 2016  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I hope itll all be better! Ill be right here if you need me, just tell me and Ill try to help! (Btw can I make you fanart?)
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:iconloyalheartofawarrior:
Aaa im sorry alll this is happening uosu


Hope it gets better! !

Also I can provide Beabu Adobe Flash Professional 2015 for free if she wants it! I can even give her toon boom ^^
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beabu Featured By Owner Edited Mar 14, 2016  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
this needs to end soon ,, 
you are doing great and please keep staying strong 
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Yureitea Featured By Owner Mar 14, 2016
:hug:
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kohiinu Featured By Owner Mar 14, 2016  Student Digital Artist
I'm so proud of u for staying strong and collected throughout all this hhh
//kisses

i just hope they stop pursuing and making fun of you and bea like,,, jfc,
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