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//edit// also thank you for everyone who said my animations aren't worth what i set them to be, it doesn't even hurt a little bit//
i'm sorry but
rant / vent
okay i'mm just going to shout this out now
yes go ahead, look it up and bombard me with a shitstorm of hate i dont care p much
a lot of people on youtube commented on the latest video of mine
saying they haven't got any money / my prices are too high
but seriously
just think of it,, certain artists around here want 20-50§ for only one fullbody w/o background
and i give you the chance to get like abt 20 drawings of your character, lovingly put together in an animation that even got quality for a price you could've gotten abt,, 3 1/2 drawings from them
i dont want to sound like a dense idiot for just having said that but admit it .. it's true in a way
if you all want to know what's happening over here i'll reveal it here and now and i won't care if you believe it or not
i want/need to save up for moving out to help my mother who might die soon
i need that money because i just don't want to be that bothering snob kid that always asks their mother to give them money
i don't know exactly what she got (hopefully nothing serious like cancer) but she might lose her hearing in less than one month and all she talks about the last few days is how much she wants to die
imagine your own mother telling you how nice it would be to be dead. would you be happy,,,?
every time i ask her if she could give me some money for like,, books for school or food or just those simple, cheap things i need in my everyday life i feel bad as never before
i ddon't want to eat up the money she saved up for later
she might need it for herself pretty soon,,
my mom spent almost her whole life saving up for my future but i would rather give it all to her if it saves her life
the other issue with the moving out pretty much explains itself too,,
if i wouldn't live here wt home my mother wouldn't need to spend so much money on food / can save up a little more and i could even help her from "outside", if you know what i mean
i didn't want to reveal this whole thing in the beginning because as i said
i might have had to cry back then
but now, as bad as it may sound, i'm sort of used to it
i just want her to stay
because you know,,
if she dies i'll be completely on my own since i haven't got a proper family
the only real family i got is her
i have neither a dad nor siblings and only one aunt+uncle+cousin and grandfather left of the family i still keep contact with
but they live too far away
i can't just say aye i can still go to them if...
and i honestly wouldn't want to
so guys please,, all i want from some of you is just to show a little more respect towards the situation i'm currently in,, i live a pretty hard life outside of deviantart and i cant just easily go to work as some of you told me to do because i spend most of the day in school. the school i'm in is also a really strict and hard school and my only timeout is drawing + animating
doing my hobby at least makes me forget about what a horrible thing i have to deal with for a little time
if you'd really want me to go to work instead of doing what i'm currently doing though(ychs, auctions, adoptables, etc)
you know, i probably seem like a happy and joyful person around here
but believe me
deep inside i'm a wreck
thank you for reading
i'm sorry but
rant / vent
okay i'mm just going to shout this out now
yes go ahead, look it up and bombard me with a shitstorm of hate i dont care p much
a lot of people on youtube commented on the latest video of mine
saying they haven't got any money / my prices are too high
but seriously
just think of it,, certain artists around here want 20-50§ for only one fullbody w/o background
and i give you the chance to get like abt 20 drawings of your character, lovingly put together in an animation that even got quality for a price you could've gotten abt,, 3 1/2 drawings from them
i dont want to sound like a dense idiot for just having said that but admit it .. it's true in a way
if you all want to know what's happening over here i'll reveal it here and now and i won't care if you believe it or not
i want/need to save up for moving out to help my mother who might die soon
i need that money because i just don't want to be that bothering snob kid that always asks their mother to give them money
i don't know exactly what she got (hopefully nothing serious like cancer) but she might lose her hearing in less than one month and all she talks about the last few days is how much she wants to die
imagine your own mother telling you how nice it would be to be dead. would you be happy,,,?
every time i ask her if she could give me some money for like,, books for school or food or just those simple, cheap things i need in my everyday life i feel bad as never before
i ddon't want to eat up the money she saved up for later
she might need it for herself pretty soon,,
my mom spent almost her whole life saving up for my future but i would rather give it all to her if it saves her life
the other issue with the moving out pretty much explains itself too,,
if i wouldn't live here wt home my mother wouldn't need to spend so much money on food / can save up a little more and i could even help her from "outside", if you know what i mean
i didn't want to reveal this whole thing in the beginning because as i said
i might have had to cry back then
but now, as bad as it may sound, i'm sort of used to it
i just want her to stay
because you know,,
if she dies i'll be completely on my own since i haven't got a proper family
the only real family i got is her
i have neither a dad nor siblings and only one aunt+uncle+cousin and grandfather left of the family i still keep contact with
but they live too far away
i can't just say aye i can still go to them if...
and i honestly wouldn't want to
so guys please,, all i want from some of you is just to show a little more respect towards the situation i'm currently in,, i live a pretty hard life outside of deviantart and i cant just easily go to work as some of you told me to do because i spend most of the day in school. the school i'm in is also a really strict and hard school and my only timeout is drawing + animating
doing my hobby at least makes me forget about what a horrible thing i have to deal with for a little time
if you'd really want me to go to work instead of doing what i'm currently doing though(ychs, auctions, adoptables, etc)
i would have to say goodbye to you all. probably for more than 5 years.
you know, i probably seem like a happy and joyful person around here
but believe me
deep inside i'm a wreck
thank you for reading
I'm fine don't worry
I know you haven't heard a lot from me but as you might have guessed, I've been through a breakup lmao
It's alright though cause the relationship was one of the most toxic ones I've ever witnessed
even though it seemed perfect, it absolutely wasn't and it truly breaks my heart to shock you like this
I haven't had any freedom, I almost needed to give up my entire YouTube career cause at first, it seemed to be just standing in the way of our "perfect relationship"
Meaning I almost deleted all of my accounts I had over here entirely (because my ex partner decided to randomly sell his mountain bike(??))
So therefore I would've had to delete
who paid for a commission done by me?
I need everyone who already paid for their commissions and are still waiting for me to get them done!
Please send me your refs, updated refs and all wishes you need for me to add
I also need everyone who already paid on PayPal for their commission to send me their email address so I can check if it's really you!
I sketched most of the paid commissions and plan on finishing them in the following few days
Done sketches are (oc's / owners)
-kry
-azure
-tacubaya
-incomingsavalanche (+3 more characters)
Anyone missing please let me know!!
I apologize sincerely for the huge delay, I've had a major downfall in life (social life / work /
if you commissioned me, please read this
hey babes im drOWNING in commissions (WHICH IS SUPER GOOD CAUSE IM SLOWLY GETTING MY MOTIVATION BACK) this is just kinda like a heads up that im totally working on them, i just love to get things done first before accepting any money
so if youre waiting for a reply dont worry, i received your message and ill get started on your commission soon!
i might answer all notes first cause paypal takes usually longer to process than commission widget requests
if you requested me through a commission widget please please dont spend the points you planned in for my commission for something else cause i might be gettting your commission done and got n
commission rules (accepting paypal)
quick list before we get started
- no too complicated designs
- nsfw is allowed, you gotta inform me first + i wont upload the drawing on my account
- nothing kinky please
- gore is okay, might censor the public upload though but please nothing suicidal
- you are allowed to commission me more than once + multiple things at once
- please give me time, im really dedicated when it comes to my art & i care a lot for detail and anatomy, which might take up a few hours more than expected
- i will only draw ocs that belong to you and only you, if you want me to draw someone elses character i definitely need their permission first
das all
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I'm so sorry this is happening to you, I hope that you get through it, and I will try to rack up some money so I can pay for some of those YCH, adoptables, etc. if it means you will have some more money to reach your goal. <3